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[11 Jul 2009|06:34am] |
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Lamb of God are opening for Metallica?! Holy crap! I already have tickets for the November Albany show! Im more excited to see LOG than Met! Ive seen Metallica before. Didnt get to see Lamb of God when they came and I was sad so this is awesome! Wish I had pit tickets though =( Last time I saw Metallica I was 5 feet away and it was lovely. I just have seat tickets this time. I hope the seats dont suck extremely bad.
I need a nap. After not being on Ambien for a week I realized that the reason I feel drained all the time is due to Ambien... I wasnt drained & lifeless feeling without Ambien like I am with it. Just exhausted and cracked out because I was unable to sleep... So I guess it is a choice of feeling drained or of feeling exhausted.
Hot boy that looks exctly like JACOB was just talking to me! Maybe it was him! lmao Doubt the real jacob would be waiting for the bus trying to get to the college lol Must be a smart lil Jacob going to Skidmore. I should go find myself some 18 year old Skidmore boys. lol Sorry guys, I tend to like them young! Although 7 years is a bit much lol
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[09 Jul 2009|02:32am] |
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Got a bunch of MJ magazines- like 6 of them, new Guitar World buyer's guide, and complete works of Edgar Allen Poe. Daisy looks so hot on the cover of the buyer's guide. Megan doesnt.
Wow dude, Minarik guitars are sick! http://minarikguitars.com/ Speaking of guitars, just found out that my old Fender is rare and worth money. Fender Coronado 2.
I want to try DMT and communicate with spiritual/ alien beings. They say you can do it on DXM too but Ive never done enough for that. I have had some very spiritual experiences with DXM though.
NANA anime is finally coming out in the US! It will be interesting to see in English! Cover of the first box set: http://i29.tinypic.com/9kxvr7.jpg
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[08 Jul 2009|12:57am] |
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You know that you are back on Ambien when you wake up hazily remembering making some weird food concoctions the night before. lol
YAY!!! I am going to see In This Moment on Sat! Then Big Day Out fest on Sun! I'm gonna be a hot mess. lol And my ex just told me that he will give me a ride to Edgefest in August!!! LUCKY DAY TODAY!!!!! =D =D =D Im so excited for the next 4 weeks. A show per week & 2 this weekend!
Crap video of Poison that I took. http://bit.ly/16jSE9
Missed like the 2nd half of the MJ memorial because I fell asleep. Imagine me being unable to sleep for days then I fall asleep during that. They keep showing MJ's daughter's speech. So sad. MJ's children are some beautiful little kids.
Happy NANA day! I forgot 7/7 is NANA day. (anime/ manga if you dont know what Im talking about)
Buckethead's song for Michael Jackson http://bucketheadland.com/
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[07 Jul 2009|12:59am] |
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Pics from the show last Friday:
Cheap Trick http://yfrog.com/59q2rj
Poison http://yfrog.com/09a23ejzj
Cee Cee http://yfrog.com/3oy6xj
Bret http://yfrog.com/0b61wj
Def Leppard http://img36.imageshack.us/img36/593/picture42035.jpg
Didnt stay too long at the lake. Started to get cloudy. Full of children there. And they piss me off because they catch little fish and leave them in buckets where they will most likely die. My mom and I went and dumped one back into the water when the people went away! The tops of my feet got burned =( And I got a bit of a tan at the lake even though I used number 50 sun block =( I much prefer to lay out at Lake George than Moreau. But my poor porcelain skin! Its my Latin blood. I tan well if I actually go out into sunlight. Went to the new Chipotle afterwards and got a massive veggie burrito. Then I went to my mom's and hung out with the beautiful cats & dogs. I swear, my mom has a collection of the most gorgeous cats that exist. Here's a couple of them (old pics) http://is.gd/1pvss http://is.gd/1pvur http://is.gd/1pvAV
And I have my Ambien again!
I just heard In This Moment are playing Northern Lights on Saturday! This must be like last minute... I NEED TO GO! I always miss them.
Allison from Top Model 12 is freakin gorgeous. Shes my favorite from any season. http://is.gd/1pyE8 http://is.gd/1pyHz http://is.gd/1pyKP
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[05 Jul 2009|09:44am] |
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Okay, screw sleep. Would be pointless to try to sleep for 2 hours when it would take me that long to fall asleep in the first place. Ill just be a crackhead going on 3 days with no sleep.
Attempted to straighten up. It didnt work very well. An hour and a half later it still looks like hell lol
LMAO my cat is freaking out and running all over the place because I straightened up a little.
ive not heard from boy so im trying to sleep again and failing.
I HATE INSOMNIA!!!!! Making more spaghetti because I am freakin starving for some reason. lol
I wish I knew WTF was going on for today. I know I have the option of going up to Lake George. So i will either go to Lake George, stay around Saratoga or stay home and try to sleep! And make spaghetti all day!
I feel so cracked out. Insomnia is like drugs.
I love how pale Ive become. I am going to Moreau lake on Monday. Gonna need some heavy duty sun screen to protect this lovely skin of death.
I finally got some sleep! Didnt end up going to Lake George because of it though... But I had LOVELY dreams. It was worth it!!! I dreamed of a guy that looked like or was Sinister from Daisy of Love aka Tripp from Dope... It was beautiful! It was an odd setting... Cant really describe it... There were a lot of people... Tap dancing was going on... He was playing with a band I think... IDK but I was totally in love with him in the dream. Then I woke up and am still in love with him. lol Dope need to tour so I can meet my lover Tripp. Perfection... http://is.gd/1nvsK http://is.gd/1nvwh http://is.gd/1nvyy http://is.gd/1nvzF http://is.gd/1nvAe
Id go out into Saratoga for fireworks and massive amounts of people but 4th of July doesnt interest me in the least.
Didnt log into anything yesterday because I wasnt home so now I go through 308 Myspace requests.
I should have woken up and gone to Lake George. I could have done some photography. Lake George is beautiful. ..No wait, then I would have missed out on my dreams so nevermind!
Pics from last night on Bret's Facebook. Im in there somewhere. lol http://bit.ly/2Rpoji He must have liked Saratoga best because he has no other pics up from the tour. lol
lol wtf there is a rap song playing on my Myspace where they are naming a bunch of rock and metal bands.
The only holiday that I enjoy is Halloween. And not even the specific day, just the season and the decorations and stuff. I stock up on creepy things during Halloween time to display year round. Hey that reminds me. I had a dream about Halloween today.
OMG that sucks so bad! Dope ARE on tour & they are touring with BLS & Mudvayne but they are not playing the show here! =( =( =( I could go to Lowell, MA to see them. I went there once. Bought my first pair of platform shoes there when I was younger. lol. This bums me out so bad! So close to seeing the hottest hottie ever.
Ill probably hear fireworks begin in moments. They set them off at Congress Park which is pretty much across the street from me. I could watch them from my window if I chose but I do not choose to. Poor lil duckies that live in the park always freak out. It bothers me.
Fireworks scared the crap out of me. Okay I opened the shade. I have a perfect view. Better than the people outside in the park. Shortest fireworks ever. LOL at everyone that waited in the park all day for a 10 minute fireworks show and will wait in traffic for hours. Bet the ones in Lake George were longer. Last year they were like half an hour. While I sat at an outside bar and cried over my ex! So much changes in a year! =D
lol reading picture comments on Facebook. People leave me the craziest comments sometimes.
Im getting a male Real Doll of Sinister! lmao just kidding. They are so creepy. I wonder if they can make ones with tattoos and piercings...
Saw this a while ago. Thought is was amazing. Robot that can feel. http://bit.ly/17wWWv
This is like the creepiest thing I have ever seen. http://bit.ly/4rfeY
I am having too much of a good time looking at the Real Doll website. lol
This cat is awesome. http://bit.ly/18WECS
I freakin love cats. There is nothing better in the world!
Fate, you are so odd sometimes.
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[04 Jul 2009|08:25am] |
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My Twitter is not interesting anymore. I have no pain and I have no passion... Ive become almost completely numb once again. And it is most welcome... Although it is leaving me feeling a bit uninspired.And i signed on with my DS just to say that. I am a poet. And when a poet feels no pain and feels no passion the world becomes quite robotic feeling. And when I start saying things like this it tends to mean the numbness is subsiding and theres a trickle of sadness creeping in... So so much for the sweet numbness I guess! lol Damn you Rachel! You and your insomnia! For the record I would much rather be numb than any other feeling in the world. But I prefer the peaceful numb. I thought it was coming back ...It still may. Who knows? Numb is lovely. It is you getting past your sadness and it is you having nothing to fall down from. Peaceful numb is even lovelier. It is a higher form of "happiness"... It is happiness in its true form. But insomnia numb sucks! Especially on Tylenol PM! I want to sleep! Sleep well and then wake up and go to Poison! Yet I lay awake and tweet with heavy eyes! I guess I am not passionless after all. My passion lies in thought and documenting each little one of them!
I got like 1 hour of sleep! Now Im about to go to the Poison show.
Cheap trick is playing.
Poison & beer.
Def leppard playing & it smells like hippie.
OMG how can anyone not love 80's rock?! Show was great! Im so pooped. Slept like an hour and been at a rock show all night! Good times =D Now you can bring beer outside of the beer tent at SPAC again. It is nice to not have to stay in one little area when you are drinking. Pour some sugar on meeeeeeeeeeee. =) No fantastic pics from the show. Had $100 dollar seats but still were not all that close. I love rock and metal shows so much. Id go everyday if there were ones to go to. There were guys dressed up as Bret Michaels. One in particular was damn hot. They didnt have margaritas though =( So I drank a couple twelve dollar beers. Next week is Big Day Out. Staind and a bunch of other bands. Big Day Out is always fun. I had to show my ID so many times. Nobody ever believes that I am old enough to drink. The one lady looks at my ID and is like "And you're not even new. You just look like a baby." lol! Some guys looked at me and my mom and yelled out "stripersssss!" lmao! How were we strippers? We were in pants! We're just hot I guess ;-) My mom was saying that Gavin Rossdale is a pervert because he was looking at me when we went to his show a couple months ago. LMFAO!!!
Hope I can sleep tonight. Dont want to go another day on no sleep. Im exhausted. 'Night!
Insomnia, you are so cruel. Making spaghetti.
Okay I just found that I need to be awake at 8am so lol no sleep for another day!
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[03 Jul 2009|01:20am] |
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It is probably going to rain tomorrow at the Poison show. It rains at EVERY SPAC show! I love it!
Dont feel like going to work. Not in the mood to be bothered by dudes =( But after today I have a bunch of days off. That one guy that used to always try to kiss me is back at it full force again. And the other guy that holds our hugs for a moment too long and I have to pull away...
My hair looks better today. I actually really like it now.
Ready 4 work. http://tinyurl.com/nc2dza
I think my new blonde goes great with my skin. Makes me look even more pale which I love.
http://twitpic.com/92uzt - I want my hair to be as blonde as it was when I was 14! Dang I was one sexy 14 year old. I actually look pretty much exactly the same though lol.
Im so antsy. i get irritated on my last work day of the week.
Fuckers didnt fill sleeping pills yet. i wont be crazy at night & say dirty things in other languages lmao
I rock. i love myself! lol A year ago i would have said i suck & i hate myself.
Why so many damn people right now? omg
Lmao theres some chicks trying 2 figure out what altercation means
The lil froggies they sing to me.
I feel fucked up already & its not even tomorrow yet. I think the frogs are putting me in a trance!
Looking forward to a $15 margarita tomorrow at SPAC.
lol I did the craziest thing. On the elevator I realize I had lost my FAVORITE hoodie that I always have with me so I went back down and retraced my steps all the way back to the bus stop and left my groceries on a random bench because I didnt want to carry them anymore and didnt find the hoodie and then when I get back to my building it is right outside where I thought I had dropped it. lmao... and I was already planning in my head to call the bus station to see if anyone had found it on the bus and looking on ebay for another. lol! So glad i found it!
I just ate way too much food. Pizza and lo mein. My hunger came back full force today.
My fortune cookie says: " *happy face* Practice makes perfect. *happy face* "
I've just snapped a new picture: http://tinyurl.com/nwjfjz lol I still have tan lines from YEARS ago when I used to tan.
I just sang and played guitar for/about my cat and she loved it!
If you have dry or damaged hair try this stuff called Organic Hair Mayonaise. It is amazing!
Elina from Top Model 11. So pretty http://is.gd/1m8xr My favorites on Top Model never win. Closest was Natasha on season 8 (I think it was 8) coming in 2nd.
Oh yeah, my days off were approved after all. I wont have to call in for Summer Slaughter. Things always work out in the end =)
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[01 Jul 2009|12:16am] |
Dont use drugs!! http://i40.tinypic.com/2vsq... =P
MJ was so amazing. Since his death Ive seen so many people that you wouldnt expect to be his fans express so much love for him. Its amazing. He has fans from all over the music spectrum. It is beautiful.
I want to get 2 copies of the new Time magazine. One to keep and one for my wall. Same with the new Guitar Buyers Guide.
Oh British boys oh how I do love thee. I need to move to England. Yes indeed.
Guess Im going to bed. Prolly be back in a few hours like usual.
Awake and burning my scalp with hair dye. Its not a bad burn ;-)
Happy birthday to my homie g ;-) <3 ...Or would it be "homie c" lol *shrugs*
Wow my hair turned out super light. ALMOST as light as I want it. (the top layer) I want it less yellow and more white. Its a hard color to get.
My hair looks terrible when it is dry. Yellow is not a good look for me. lol. Off to work in a minute. Thunderstorming again =D
La la la bored. chillin in the rain.
I gaze at the world around me in wonderment & disgust.
Wtf theres several bus loads of people shopping right now. good thing i didnt want to buy anything 2nite.
Hello from Goldilocks http://tinyurl.com/nhmqsq My hair looks worse in real life. It actually looks good in the pic.
Ive noticed that I sleep less lately and eat less... or that I want food less. Guess that means I am more content.
But honestly my hair DOES look horrid in person. The top does. So bright. It is almost laughable. But Ill keep it... I know I LOOK better in dark hair but I FEEL better in light.
LOUD TWITTER NO LONGER EXISTS! =( =( =(
(which is why I am now posting my daily Tweets manually to LJ. Since I dont make regular updates much anymore it is a good way to keep track of what's on my mind.)
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[30 Jun 2009|12:01am] |
What am I doing awake? I just went to bed 4 hours ago :-/
People always seem to argue with each other in the comments to my Facebook status... Right now they are arguing about MJ *sigh*
Im so hungry right now. But its the kind of hungry where you feel too sick with hunger to actually eat. lol.
Ive come to the conclusion that Twitter is most inactive in the 7am hour EST.
This week Poison. Next week Staind (Big Day Out Fest). 3rd week Summer Slaughter. 4th week Nickelback. 5th week StaticX, BLS (EdgeFest) !!!! The next 5 weeks shall be grand! Then CrueFest a month later. Then Children Of Bodom a month after that!
I just remembered I have one of those old Michael Jackson Barbie dolls. Its probably naked in my Barbie mansion in my mom's basement. This is the one I have http://bit.ly/zK1X6
Gonna take some pills so I can hopefully actually sleep. Dont want 2 be awake all day like I was yesterday. Although its not bad. Tis dreary.
It would be awesome if I could find the clothes to that MJ doll and I could display it. It would take a lot of looking to find...I know I dont have the glove, the glasses or the shoes. I was never good at keeping doll accessories.
Im running out of reality shows to watch. What are some of your favorite reality shows? Doesnt matter if they are current ones.
I got some good sleep. Generic brand Tylenol PM works better than Ambien. Although I dont take Ambien rght before I go to bed so IDK I guess. When I say weird things late at night it is due to Ambien ;-)
I need to re-do the blonde in my hair... and attempt to straighten up sometime this week.
What would I do without Livejournal? I find the funniest stuff there. Ill never understand how LJ is less popular than Twitter. Although I dont even write in my LJ anymore. I just have my tweets auto posted there every day. lol Ive got like a decade worth of memories on LJ though. Its fun to go back and read what you wrote so long ago sometimes.
Watching ANTM 10. I never knew that female circumcision existed. That must be horrible to have your labia sewn together. Wish I hadnt missed that casting call a few months ago when they were doing 5'7" and under. I totally missed my chance... Im an inch too short for regular modeling.
So did MJ KNOW that he wasnt the biological father? I am confused...
Big thunderstorm. Hopefully the power is out at work ;-)
Wish I could go to the Neverland Ranch.
So hot at work. assholes!
Rain & cloves & darkness are lovely.
Whoa I go to work for 5 hours and Twitter is all different.
I wonder if he really thinks we will be together one day... Well if I were 30 years older I totally would. Nicest person Ive ever known. Its sweet that he wants to take care of me.
I have so little interest in relationships or even being around human beings in general. If and only if I found someone truly amazing would I give up my solitude. I will not settle for anything less than I deserve.
I have to call in if I am going to Summer Slaughter. Fuckers scheduled me.
Had 2 get my dad a birthday card. Only had 2 read one. I manifested it because I was in a hurry! It was the perfect card. Thanks Universe =)
Jerry Springer has been on for 19 years?! I dont remember it being on that long ago.
Twilight beauty products?! That is taking it a bit too far...
I finished Alesiter Crowley's Book of Lies today. Wish I had understood more of it. Starting his Moonchild tomorrow.
Fatima from Top Model 10 is so uniquely gorgeous. http://is.gd/1jE8t I love this pic of her: http://is.gd/1jE9v
lol I have such a dirty mind. Can only think in sexual terms when I hear the Top Model song. Yes, in fact I DO want to be on top =P
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